I keep tallying up, in my head, the ways in which I believe I am “doing my best” in my current situation.
It is comforting, I admit, to note that little by little, my “best” includes yet another thing I wouldn’t have thought I’d be able to do. (Willing is a whole other matter, still.)
But to be perfectly honest, I won’t be “doing my best” until I stop keeping score.
Barb..I think all of us "keep score" to some point. It's in our nature. I would also add that resentment seems to be my middle name these days. Hang in there!P.S. I'm glad you guys got good news from the doctor!
Just popping in with a prayer…
Been there. Done that. Prayers.